yay for comments and as far as tatami in my home, for some reason, i've always had some closeness to some specific cultures. i wonder if i was japanese in a past life. (by the way, 100 yrs birthday of japanese immigration in brasil this year. wow.)
hm...
how to write something without being too vague, yet, without giving too much detail? ooh, i love a challenge. i'll be vague.
feels dumb to be holding onto something u know u should've let go a while ago. at the same time, i believe it will still happen one day. am i stupid for not letting go or is it a good thing to believe? am i wasting my life in believing and waiting? can u even understand anything as far as what i'm talking about? ha.. does this relate to everyone in the world? is everything always so contradictory? the good with the bad. the old with the new. the beauty and the beast. yin yang. believe, yet be practical. or wait, but live your life. is contradictory the same thing as balance?
conceptually, i'm ok with having trust and faith that things will "be alright" in the end (itching for two more tattoos - the words "faith" and "trust", in my own handwriting, as reminders for me to never stop believing) but at the same time, is this at all practical?? (and to all the smartasses there, no, i don't mean the tattoos..)
*sigh*
