hello. and hello anonymous: its funny that i dont know who u are yet i identify with u completely almost all the time. funny but strange. (and about yoga - ive been going for 10 months or so and im in love with it. i found this method and we really get along: swasthya yoga. and this is coming from someone who did yoga for 4 yrs but every time i came home, i didnt quite understand the reason i had gone in the first place)funny but i havent had that much time to "philosophize" (we have that verb in portuguese - filosofar) lately. ive been thinking about anxiety, in general, and im trying to understand the situations that spark it better so that i wont feel it as often. its difficult for me, hope its understandable, that if something is so easy to get done, in my opinion, why cant i just go and do it even if it is not my position at work or my place to do so. i really do believe it would make peoples lives easier sometimes. if u are too busy and i have a few seconds to spare and i can get it done in those spare seconds.. im not trying to force my way on others (that would be another great word to learn, in greek this time, written in latin characters: kserolas, stronger accent on the RO syllable: its a person who thinks they know everything and we all know one of those). anyways, im not trying to be a kserolas. im just trying to get things done and willing to do more work than what im written down for but still, what is requested of me, a lot of times, is that i sit tight and hang in there, wait until whoever is supposed to do it gets around to finishing that task. (we are obviously not talking about teaching a 4 yr old how to read here. its not like im doing something that would take away from that persons learning or something like that. they just dont have time, are too full of other priorities..) at the same time, though, i can understand how that may make me look like a spoiled brat that just wants things done.. NOW. oh dilemma.. its just so much easier that way sometimes. to just do it. thank u, nike, for the dilemma. ;)
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