i apologize for the lack of writing. i've been struck by a few personal discoveries and something else and bigger, that hit very close to my heart. a person i knew, a person that mattered to so many, a person that was good and will leave a mark, already left a mark, a person who was generous and open and smart and apart from the stupid smoking, had his priorities straight, a person who didn't make it through cancer just passed away. it's crazy how many feelings come when something like this happens. it's so loaded and heavy and all i can say is how lost i feel. i've been forgetting to eat and i've been sleeping a lot and in the long run, that's ok. i'm just feeling. this is really tough though and there are not enough words, in no matter what language, that can even begin to be an expression, or a description, or a vent, or anything else really.
θα μου λειπεις παρα πολυ, για παντα. για οσο ζω εγω, τουλαχιστον.
