u know those days, some days, that u think u were better off if u had stayed home? not because the world is bad or gloomy or anything... actually, MY world, i feel, is fine. i'm happy with myself and decisions and accomplishments. but i step outside, and sometimes i feel like others are so miserable and sick and whiny and complainy. i just don't want that to be contagious. i wanna hang on to what i like and how i live: appreciating every minute and enjoying my space around me. so for that, sometimes, i wish i didn't have to step out of my area. i'm glad i can still construct a bubble around me wherever and put my music on and smile by myself. (does all this sound a bit loopy? or abnormal? or childish? hm... or maybe it's good... to be adaptable... and deal with frustration well? ... food for thought.)CURRENTLY READING:
~ sharon and my mother-in-law, ramallah diaries by suad amiry
