sorry i've been MIA lately. there's a lot of rethinking and reevaluating going on. a lot to do with a simple question: "how can you regain trust in life when you've been through a life threatening trauma?" i keep telling myself to consult crazy sexy cancer tips by kris carr.
sometimes the reality of "just keep on living, duh, you're alive!" is good enough but sometimes, you recognize that no, you're not living it to the fullest and yes, you are holding back and you realize it's because despite telling yourself, you still don't believe everything will be alright.
i'll get there, or learn to deal with it in some way, shape or form.
hugs from over here for now... thanks for sticking with the blog despite the MIA-ness sometimes.
