it's beautiful to wake up to a plant so gorgeous.
i'm having a bit of an inside battle between what feels natural, what i always felt natural doing versus how come the natural way does not feel like the simplest easiest way to go about doing things. on a rational level, it makes absolutely no sense. i should be comfortable with what's natural to me. apparently, not only am i not but psychoanalysis, on an extremely superficial note, states that humans are anything but natural. we have society. makes sense to me and i'm in a bit of a struggle.
personally, i'm trying to either simplify or sleep it off or just travel a lot.
i'm having a bit of an inside battle between what feels natural, what i always felt natural doing versus how come the natural way does not feel like the simplest easiest way to go about doing things. on a rational level, it makes absolutely no sense. i should be comfortable with what's natural to me. apparently, not only am i not but psychoanalysis, on an extremely superficial note, states that humans are anything but natural. we have society. makes sense to me and i'm in a bit of a struggle.
